SO, I went out with a long time friend of mine last night, it turned out great than i expected, the highlight? suprisingly, was not the laughs or sharings made, but the moment that i was talking, and suddenly every sound became unclear like blurred murmuring sounds for a second, because at that snap second, i came to realize, the fun that you feel at the scene was becoming priceless as the minutes go by, when you know at that moment your telling stories at someone whom 2 or 3 years before, (while your life was in a circular, routinary, undefined or whatever stage you where when you were a student) was just an ordinary “friend/ aquaintance, or company by force to you, never knowing that years later, you are actually gonna be having to talk again, at a different scene, time, with the mix of difference in lifestyle, physical appearance etc… all of a sudden you got struck by lightning to the realization, that the person that you’re actually talking to at that moment, was the ACTUAL result of a true friend you once wished you had, once you wondered who, . . that he/she was able to stay in your life. looking back on your memories together, cracking up jokes about the past. . ahaha, once you step out of the cage of the “student life” that’s when the vague vision becomes crystal clear like water. on who you’re true friends really are, what’s sad? it’s when i suddenly got struck by lightning again but realizing the reciprocal of what i just felt earlier, this time that the one you were always together with everyday and thought would stay with you. . leaves you behind, took you for granted and without a heart. . just threw your friendship to garbage. sucks, but. . true… you know that feeling and experience, where everyday you are sewed together to spend time, suddenly, after education life, no phone calls, text or whatever communication, not even a single effort to catch up, does’nt even give a damn unknowingly why. . but still, to a quiet silence, you still hope for the best for her/him, with the hope that maybe one of this days, he or she might remember to call you just to say hello. this is one thing everyone that steps out of the school experience. and one day, i’ll be glad to pass the knowledge of this reality to my children, so that they may learn how to face the fact, who you should give a damn even when your hair is already white or what trust you should give someone. anyways, for every friend that i have left? the true ones? i just thank god that i have em. ^^,)
Just g0t home after a shopping date with my mom over enthralling, attention capturing, eyebrow clinching make-ups at landmark, me and my mom doesn’t always get the chance and time to do this frequently that’s why i overly cherished every minute.. Even if i’d go home empty handed, i’d probably wouldn’t mind, i just really enjoyed talking, commenting, taking a look, and walking arm en arm with my mama, not every one get the chance to do that with they’re moms, even though at times her seasonal tattling gets on my nerves, well that’s normal, i’m blessed. Thanks ma! ^^,)
And so, officially Bruno Mars just made his way into my heart. I spent my whole day listening to the track “Just the way you are” and i kept playing it over and over again and just never got tired. Bruno has the natural gift of knowing what every woman wants to hear. maybe that’s what differs him from other artists. Do you really say that to your girl bruno? if so, then i bet she gets all jittery all over whenever you talk to her, even more when you serenade her. And i just watched the u.s telecast of glee, unexpectedly, they sang the song! what a coincidence! and a song “marry you” was a wonder to me while im hearing it coz it captured me the moment i heard it. to m y surprise it was also bruno’s song! oh bruno, you got me … Agh ^^,)
choked and teared up for an hour over a show, i was watching this show extreme makeover home edition and it featured the nutsch family, this family , while on vacation last 2005 recieved a shocking phone call notifying them that their house exploded due to a propane leak that completely leveled their three bedroom bungalow. so they were forced to be seperated, the mother together with her 5 kids stayed on her grandfather’s basement while (kevin) the dad lived on a bus, parked and camps out on his property every night to try to protect what few possessions the family still has. It only took seconds to completely obliterate 17 years of memories for the Nutsch family,what suprised me most is that though they have none they still share whats being donated to them to a family they read in a newspaper who lost their home due to hurricane katrina. So, the show worked their hardest to try to rebuild a large part of their lives.they helped the family regain the house by building a new one in just 7 days! plus a full scholarship to the 5 kids, a new source of income (auto shop) and a brand new car, it just proved that when you have a giving heart, more will come back for you. haaaay. (tearing up still) damn it.